Father Troubles

Now when i reminisce 
I've realized your conscious doesn't exist.
All the good you've done 
have become myths
you don't even care
if I disappear like mist.
I insist you try to fix
the problems you resist
so that maybe one day
we can all co-exist. 

I love you and I hope you know that,
but for now i need space
because of all the ugly things 
you said to my face
we must start from scratch
make a new base. 
So for now lets keep distance
just incase.